My life has been one long series of experiments. I tried to be a
know-it-all jerk in high school and found that this tended to cut into
my social life (drastically), so I stopped (or am still stopping,
depending on how well you know me : ). I tried to be a “ground floor”
employee for a small company, but that stopped being fun when the
repetition and bureaucracy hit and it became clear that any profits that
might someday happen would be kept at the owner level. I tried being an
employee for a large company, but when my projects started getting axed
based on political winds that, as a low-level grunt, I had no control
over, I went looking elsewhere. Then I found DevelopMentor. The
combination of working on lots of different things with lots of smart
people was something that I loved more than anything I’ve since found.
But even that didn’t stop my experimentation. After teaching and
consulting for a while, I decided that instead of just talking about
building software, that I would take one of my ideas and build a
software development team. There I worked to build the best software
development team that I’ve ever had the pleasure to work with and a
learned a *ton* along the way. However, the fact that the product itself
was a commercial failure didn’t make for lasting employment.
So, late last year, I started another whole series of experiments,
this time aimed at making myself solvent as an independent in a down
economy. I’ve been doing all kinds of crazy things to see if I could use
them to help build my brand, my business and my customer base. Some of
them have been critically acclaimed and a few have even been
commercially viable, at least to the point that I can continue to pay my
mortgage (many of my friends weren’t so lucky). I have been successful
in that I’ve gotten to do a lot of cool things and work with a lot of
smart people.
However, what I’ve found is that to remain independent, I have to
spend a lot more time doing promotion and marketing, which goes against
every fiber in my being. The problem is, although I’ve experimented a
bunch, especially as related to this year’s DevCons, I don’t have any
natural marketing aptitude and I don’t know where to turn for help. So,
I fall back on my old standby — experimentation.
Over several years, I’ve experimented with several sales/marketing/PR
folks and organizations and so far, haven’t found what I’m looking for
as far as “mentors” go (to be fair, my standard for comparison includes
Don Box, Tim Ewald and John Robbins, so I’m not surprised I haven’t
found someone to meet that bar). Even if I did meet that person, or may
have already met him/her, I don’t know that I’d recognize it. I just
have no standard for comparison. With software, it either works or it
doesn’t. With marketing, did it succeed or fail because of the quality
of the product or the quality of the marketing? The whole thing is too
damn squishy and it drives me nuts!
My most recent set of experiments is to let a friend of mine, a
long-time marketing guy that I’ve known for years, run rough-shod over
my newsletter subscribers, asking them all kinds of questions and for
their help in various ways, offering my money and my time as incentives.
Will it work? I have no idea. Is it risky? You bet. I’ve lost a dozen or
more subscribers and who knows what some people think of me now that
I’ve let marketing ideas into what I do (and I’d like to apologize again
to the folks that I drove away or offended in this most recent
campaign). Is it worth the risk? Yes it is, but not for the promised
return (I still think my marketing friend was on happy pills the day he
quoted his marketing targets). What makes it worth the risk is that I’ve
identified a weakness in myself and I’m willing to perform the
experiment and make the mistakes to see if I can come out better on the
other side. Even if I fail, I’ve learned something. Eventually, I’ll get
that omelet made, no matter how many eggs need breaking.
And to those of you who suffer with me through my experiments, thank
you very much. You have no idea how much you mean to me.
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